2008年10月22日
渴望:主說:愛我
讀經:路加福音:12:39-48
39你們應該明白這一點:如果家主知道盜賊何時要來,【他必要醒寤,】決不容自己的房屋被挖穿。 | 39But this know ye, that if the householder did know at what hour the thief would come, he would surely watch, and would not suffer his house to be broken open. |
40你們也應當準備,因為在你們不料想的時辰,人子就來了。」 | 40Be you then also ready: for at what hour you think not, the Son of man will come. |
41伯多祿說:「主,你講的這個比喻,是為我們呢,還是為眾人?」 | 41And Peter said to him: Lord, dost thou speak this parable to us, or likewise to all? |
42主說:「究竟誰是那忠信及精明的管家,主人派他管理自己的家僕,按時配給食糧? | 42And the Lord said: Who (thinkest thou) is the faithful and wise steward, whom his lord setteth over his family, to give them their measure of wheat in due season? |
43主人來時,看見他如此行事,那僕人纔是有福的。 | 43Blessed is that servant, whom when his lord shall come, he shall find so doing. |
44我實在告訴你們:主人必要委派他,管理自己的一切財產。 | 44Verily I say to you, he will set him over all that he possesseth. |
45如果那個僕人心裡說:我主人必然遲來;他便開始拷打僕婢,也吃也喝也醉酒。 | 45But if that servant shall say in his heart: My lord is long a coming; and shall begin to strike the menservants and maidservants, and to eat and to drink and be drunk: |
46在他不期待的日子,不知覺的時刻,那僕人的主人要來,必要剷除他,使他與不信者遭受同樣的命運。 | 46The lord of that servant will come in the day that he hopeth not, and at the hour that he knoweth not, and shall separate him, and shall appoint him his portion with unbelievers. |
47那知道主人的旨意,而偏不準備,或竟不奉行他旨意的僕人,必然要多受拷打; | 47And that servant who knew the will of his lord, and prepared not himself, and did not according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes. |
48那不知道而做了應受拷打之事的,要少受拷打。給誰的多,向誰要的也多;交托誰的多,向誰索取的也格外多。」 | 48But he that knew not, and did things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. And unto whomsoever much is given, of him much shall be required: and to whom they have committed much, of him they will demand the more. |
與主對話
Ø 主說:像妳愛妳情人一般的愛我,像妳思念妳情人般的思念我,像妳與情人交流般的同我交流。
Ø 我說:主!為何我不能像我對情人般的對祢。
Ø 主說:因為妳的意識裡面,習慣性的主阿主!習慣性的求阿求!妳習慣性的把我當成阿拉丁神燈。
Ø 主說:也因為我無形無體,妳觸摸不到我,妳看不到我的形體,妳無法用妳的感官觸摸到我、用妳的感官擁抱我,妳習慣的感官的交流。但是有了感官的交流,妳卻又再尋找靈魂的交流。
Ø 主說:當妳撤除了感官的交流,妳就會進入靈魂的交流,當妳撤除妳的眼目、妳自己的框框、妳自己的思考、妳自己的習慣,埋藏在裡面的靈魂種子,將會開放出來,而那就是我起初創造的妳,按照我的形象創造的妳,他們自然就會交流了。
Ø 我對主說:我該如何做呢?
Ø 主說:水能滋養萬物,我是那水,而天父的話語是光,而妳是那泥土。
Ø 我說:那泥土要種甚麼呢?
Ø 主說:我將聖靈種在妳心中,『王的心在耶和華手中,好像隴溝的水隨意流轉』詩:21:1
Ø 這樣妳就不會成為那不義的管家。